Not getting worked up about past events that probably should be worth getting worked up about is in a way a refreshing experience as much as it saddens sometimes. People have the right to choose whether they want to give up on a struggling friendship or not. Some ships that you thought would be Titanics before actually turn out to be merely rowing boats. Weird. Oh well.
I'm not sure what I'm getting myself into but I like the current state of affairs in my life. Life has been a bit easier for a short while now, I've felt happier than in a long time. I know this happiness will end up hurting me as well on some level, and I know that I can never prepare myself enough for that but maybe the point of these things is to be unprepared and just let go of all that repressed fear and doubt. I feel strong enough to take whatever it is that will happen.
It's time to take it easy now. I'm in no hurry, my life will happen whether I stress over it or not. Better to just lay back and watch. I may have my heart-shaped sunglasses on.
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who is the titanic though? thats I have been wondering since that minekey op:D
no one, that's the point :) no titanics in my life even though I thought they might be before they started sinking. well, there's just one sinking right now.
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